Alright, alright, alright…when I feel like something has been disturbing my whole thought process… I mean drawing my attention for awhile now, I pick up a pen and paper….well technically not pen and paper, (awkward laugh 😅) I come back to this WP account that I created and am thankful for. So, this time I want to share some exceptional observations I have made of my mental growth? I know I may sound narcissistic and this is just a normal change that happens to everyone when they turn like 21 or something , you know they are just learning to be an adult. But personally I feel these changes are an indicator to the transition of adulthood… I mean like I could feel it in my blood and veins !!! (Eye pop👀)
Ok let me begin , the music freak that I am I try and listen to music from as many artists as possible but we can’t really like every song from every artist can we? So I just keep listening and slowly my mind tells me, “the song has good lyrics, the singer is great too but they are not feeling the song and you really are attracted to the sounds , its just the genre you like ! ” Now you see; this is what I am talking about. I analyse these lyrics, added my imagination and I can recreate an exact scenario and the feelings that the person might have gone through , I know that’s what random people do; but boom💥 this whole realisation is just so overwhelming !
If I talk about movies, when I was a child I just enjoyed the idea of watching it, but now when I re-watch them as a grown up I catch myself deeply and critically analysing the characters, the plot and even dialogues. I discover the hidden meanings in it, I view them from a whole different angle. Is it because of the maturing process of my brain, is it releasing some sort of harmones?! Or is it completely normal. I dont know [shoulder shrug]. I look at strangers on the street and automatically my mind can see beyond their appearance, I can see their story, their life, I mean this is an ability I have since I was a kid but I guess this has reached an amazing height !!! Now I can clearly differentiate between genuine people and pretentious people, by just looking at their actions and behavior. Life is not what it seems, really 😌
Sometimes its too overbearing, this new found power, its just crazy how I am maturing in my thoughts and actions and how I am able to feel and witness it. Nonethless I am grateful for being blessed to learn and grow everyday.
Hope this brought a smile on your face. 🙂🙂
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